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I'm not sure if my introduction into the world of science was a blessing or a curse. It has definitely changed my outlook toward everything around me and I learned to think on my own. An academically average student became a curious observer and the thirst to know more only increased as I filled myself with what appeared to be the truth. But I had a larger prize to pay for that.
The truth I sought left a small hole in my pot labeled faith and my faith in god started to leak out leaving a dark trail behind me. Before I knew it, I had an empty pot with nothing to put my faith in. I never knew being realistic could rob you off your optimism.
Now I can never leave anything to chance for I knew that no one was there to guide me in my darkest hours or bring me luck when I needed it most. I felt betrayed and lonely in the world ruled not by love, sympathy or benevolence but by forces of attraction or repulsion and other forces that I now don't care to remember.
I know I'm believing in the truth, but when I see others around me crying, sobbing and talking at the house of god as though to a person sitting beside you, who nods at your every word with compassion, sympathy and understanding, I feel that I'm losing something, something worth treasuring, something that makes me feel that my tears are not in vain.
The feeling of having someone beside, you no matter wherever you are and at all times, to show a shoulder for you to cry on and empty your sorrow, to give you comfort and strength.
To have an invisible yet loyal friend, lover, guide all the time.
Now I truly understand what god is…
It's a part of yourself that comes forward at times of loneliness and sorrow to share your grief and give you a warm hug.It cannot change water to wine or cure the blind or get to rich in a fortnight or win battles for you or comes in all fury to exterminate the evil. But it does have the magical power to make you feel yourself.
83 comments:
:)now that makes me smile...
one dont need to go anywhr in search of God he resides in us..jus look within,if u do good God is in u blessing u hugging u showering happiness..if u do wrong thn thr is devil in u always taking u to the darker side of life..
its upto us wat we want to be n wat we want to have..
those emotions u mentioned here is wat life is all about..the scientific reason let it be thr in the books coz thy wont help u wen ur in pain n wana shed tears or wen ur happy n wana smile..its ur faith in him which will let u fight the worst possible situation..
Good day :)
well...I do not know whether god is another being..or a person of flesh and blood..
but he exists..yes..wat u said..is something..we can take it as..
I do not know whether I can name it the same..but i kindaa agree wth u to an extent.
tc
"It's a part of yourself that comes forward at times of loneliness and sorrow to share your grief and give you a warm hug.It cannot change water to wine or cure the blind or get to rich in a fortnight or win battles for you or comes in all fury to exterminate the evil. But it does have the magical power to make you feel yourself."
This I agree to. Nice thought!
and the picture..looks like the Micheal Angelo creation :)
nice one
@Swati
i dont agree with the blessing thing.. i dont believe there is a being that looks after us.. for me that word has an entriely different meaning
beautiful....
I have never beenan overtly religious person...but i do believe that God is around...there is some force that definitely keeps us all going through good times or bad:)
@Priya
thanks for the comment.. :-)
and THE PICTURE IS NOT MINE
@Brosreview
thanks buddy...
@Santasizing..
ya.. i totally respect your beliefs, though mine is a bit different..
thanks for the comment
Yo think soo much..self-analysis? am not mature enf to think like this lol!! Good when u do this and yes GOD is within us...
i cant call it self analysis.. but general analysis would be fine..
thanks for the comment..
take care :-)
A really wonderful picture of faith..
I loved the last part very much.
I was always a bad believer, I doubted God too often.
But when I stopped judging God based on the injustice and misery in this world , something started clicking.
God doesn't need our prayers, we cannot butter him..that's y prayers sometime stop working..
God is your other self that picks you up when u fall down..
a beautiful post..m goin 2 remember it 4 quite sumtym 2 come..
Well said Amal. God is word that can be endowed with many meanings. While u can choose 2 disbelieve in the God of the society , choose to believe in the God that is within you.
Isnt that what all great minds of the world has urged - look within you , to find the ultimate truth.
You are right Amal , You are god
take care dude :)
Hmmmm... learning new things can mislead you and make you think in a totally different perspective which can be the right thing or wrong.. it all depends on you eventually... on what you want to believe :)
well said dude...
hez faith...in wateva u r doin...u can label him as an individual or jus a thought
@ slow processor
judging God based on the injustice and misery in this world
thats exactly wat i do :)
Ah. wonderful subject.
i went through a similar phase too..search of God or whatever..I was agitated by the contradictions..had heated debates about religion..I guess as time passed by i formed a theory for everything on my own..(that sounds a lil bit weird!)
I don't believe in hell and heaven, and sin and sinners..I don't believe in a God who loves one religion and will kill out all the others.
But i do believe in God. don't you think everyone comes into contat with that power at some point of their lives?? we all define god in our own way...
But it does have the magical power to make you feel yourself.
those are words of wisdom beyond your age...
I had to read this post a few times,still i haven't completley understood the whole thing. guess the subject is too deep,that we all need to read the lines,read between the lines and then read beyond the lines..
thought provoking post..you have novel ideas for blog posts-like the dream one and this..keep up the good work..
:)
@ANWESA
welcome to my blog n thanks for the comment :)
@Gymnast
thanks a lot...
take care :)
@Arv
thanks..
take care :)
@ Dhanya
ya. thats true :)
@Mayz
thanks for the comment buddy :)
@ Damsel
thanks for the longest comment ive ever recieved :D
beyond my age?? im 21!!!
aiyyo..no..i meant u r wise beyond ur age..well, i meant..those were really deep you see..trust me, i hve had some serious shocks when i learnt what other boys at the age of 21 wer thinking about. :P
btw- not to confuse you, am 20.
I am an atheist. But I do believe in hope, in faith and in dreams. I totally agree with you that God to me is the place/person/moment where you are truly at peace with yourself and see things as clear as never before.
To me that comes mostly with family and friends. Or even sometimes at solitary walks. That to me is God.
I would never blame science for anything though. Science does keep a leash on my dreams and hopes. But thats what keeps me grounded.
It helps me shape my dreams. They might not turn out as beautiful but at least it helps them come true.
Great post. :)
@Damsel
oh..
im sorry.. i didnt mean anything :-)
take care :-)
@Aniket
thanks a lot for the comment..
thats how i feel too
awesome post! :) keep'em coming
Nice post .. you've managed to pour out the feelings inside your head so well on paper (ok .. blogger :))
I have faith in HIM .......
a POIGNANT perspective...
Yeah, God s just a part of ourself to whom we hang on when broken.
I am agnostic but still Yeah I can see the validness in the point you make.
Cheers. :)
Good post.. it made me think...
i never really searched for god, bt i knw that there some power within me, that gives me strength and power during the times i feel i will fall, a power that gives me comfort whn there is none else that understnds u and u feel all alone..
i never really gave a big though on that, bt i do blive, that without that power i wont b here writing this comment.. it doesnt really matter wt name i call it, as long as i knw its ther 4 me..
wow!!
they say 'A non-believer is the most loneliest, who will he go to thank"
God or whatever..we need to Believe..so bttere believe in oneself..no greater Truth than that:)
science too will find anwers but will take another millions of centuries...:)
great read btw:)
@ Ivy
thanks :)
@Vinitha
thanks for the comment
take care :)
@ Rahul
thats good.. i totally respect your beliefs..
@ Muthu
thanks for the feedback...
keep smiling :)
@ Devil Incarnate
yes.. thats what i feel too..
thanks for the comment :)
@ Vinnie
yes, thats the problem being a non believer.. but its not something that we choose is it.
its something that comes to ur mind on its own.. u cant help it but analyze it with facts that uve got.
dear amal,
at last...............MY GOD!i'm so hapy you found the truth yourself.''more things are wrought by prayer than this world ever dreams of''.
my nanda always tells me,''anu,god is our best friend''.my friend loretta repeats.you talk talk to god as your friend,your parent,your guide,yoursoul,your child in whatever form you want!the best and the loyal friend!
amal we are human beings first with emotions and frustrations.try to see god in a child,and in a blooming flower!keep smiling.we are answerable for our actions!
i simply loved your post!amazing!A BIG GOD BLESS YOU!keep writing!you are awonderful creation of god!be proud of yourself.
:)
sasneham,
anu
Keep your faith Amal. By whatever name you want to call that power, keep the faith that there is something which will guide you through distressing times. Without faith there isnt much to live for..
The was an amazing write up. and I agree with you, it is indeed a magic power :)
very thoughtful, meaningful and a true write !!
being a unbeliver i agree with you, but i think its better to face the bitter truth than to live in an illusion...
@ anupama
i think u r slightly mistaken abt my point of view.. i dont believe in prayers or anything,
for me, if u have to succeed, u have to work hard. nothing can replace it..
@ sujatha..
yes, without faith there is nothing to live for. but the question is what to put ur faith on?
@ saranya
thanks a lot for the comment :)
@ Pretty me
thanks for the feedback
keep smiling :)
@ uncommon sense
yes, but u can live with a lot of depressing thoughts.. ive tried it, but failed
That's sooooo beautiful !!! Sometimes you realize what something truly meant to u, or is when you feel the distance growing ... God , is what we make of The concept. What we choose to believe, and what we stand by , are what it all comes down to ..
Amazing post ... thanks for visiting my blog. See u more often :D
Thats a beautiful thought Amal.We as humans cannot live our lives in complete alienation, we do need something to cling on to come out of the ditch of life..something that would guard us and would be there whenever we feel lonely.
God is the strength that we canb seek at any point of time in life.Ge follows us wherever we go and keeps us in his care until its time for us to leave the world and meet him in the hereafter. A good hold on our faith brings us out of any problem in life and peovides us with the strength that lasts forever:)
I like the sketches that your posted on your blog.
Youre doing a great job, keep up!
loved the picture and it jus goes so well with the theme of the post.I m not that much of a religious person but i do believe in god! :)
When you have urself why you need god?
Padam aadyam kandappo thaan varachathaanennu vichaarichu ;)
Amen!
Hmm so behind that science dork an artist and thinker lurks latent
\m/
Impressive
m late... :(
but not disappointed... it was nice thou dark... well written.. thou i need not to say this... you have achieved excellence in your writing.... :)
Fantastic... Loved reading this write.
The last few lines that you wrote has completely summed it up for us! :)
you have manged to beautifully express your feelings.:)
Awesome Write-up!!
kinda agree to a lil extent.. a teeny tiny :)
I think goodness and love is manifested in and around us - through our family, friends, well-wishers... God is right in us!
You refer to God with an upper-case *G*; you also refer to yourself with an upper-case *I*.
(ok, you've spelled it with a lower-case *g*. Nonetheless. ;) )
A very thought-provoking read, per se. Made me pause to ponder...
Keep 'em coming.
Peace. Have a wonderful weekend.
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Thank you for stopping-by my weblog to leave a note. I appreciate your time. I have been away for a while now and hence this delayed visit.
See you around soon.
Peace.
as they say:
faith can move mountains!
amen! :-)
@ Adisha
welcome to this blog n thanks a lot for the comment..
do visit often :)
@A New Beginning
thanks..
@ Ria
thanks for the comment :)
@ Winnie
what abt other times, when we dont feel ourself
@ Dphatsez
dork??? :|
thanks for the comment buddy ;)
@ Deepika
thanks a lot dear :)
@ Aarthi
thanks a lot :)
take care
@ Sneha
thanks :)
@ Steve
thanks Steve :)
@ AD
thanks ;)
@ Dewdrop
yeah... so true :)
@ Karz
ha ha... i never thought of it..
thanks for the comment :)
@ Ashwathy
thats true :)
take care
Maybe that is why they say,our god lies within us. :)
Nice post n its true... wat u say... I ve felt tht way too.. to believe in God is to put faith in your urself... U make things happen by focusing on wat u want...u pray to God.. its easier to believe n hope there's sumone out there who's listening.. Here's my view on the topic...
http://lifewhatthehellisitallbout.blogspot.com/2009/03/prayers.html
appooppa is at blogspot
appooppa is at blogspot
hands are hard and the drawing is quite good!
hie.. i have recently started following your blog.. this was the first post i read.. interesting reading it made for.. i am not much of a believer myself.. if i may confess i was a self proclaimed atheist for the longest time.. only recently did i convert to agnosticism.. i think this creed balances out the known-unknown and believable-unbelievable beautifully.. the question is within you here, as is the answer.. that is what i think you are saying also.. that the first and last connection should be with one's own self.. that is where all the strength is to be drawn from, that is where the fears are to conquer, that is where love is to summon, that is where hope is, that is where faith is..lovely post..
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